Ack… my keyboard and mouse were taken away from me so I haven’t been able to get online in forever. I had nearly 360 unread emails… a lot of junk. But also I got some great messages from some of you guys. I’ll be responding as sooooon as I can. I sort of pieced my computer back together just for the day. There’s no school today or tomorrow and I had some free time. So I found a mouse and keyboard in our basement. I just want you all to know that I’m still alive and stuff. Personally it’s been a really, really terrible week. My doctor put me on a new sleep med and it’s not working so I’m always tired. I got in a big argument with my therapist and told him I wasn’t coming back. (Haha…oh boy!) And I’ve just been really, really down in the dumps. I feel like crap really. I haven’t been able to go to school for several days. I drove there once but could not get out of my car because I was too scared. My art teacher has been calling my house a lot trying to get me to come. But that only makes me feel worse in a sense. But also better. I know there are a lot of people ready to support me there, I just gotta kick all this fucking anxiety. Bleckkkkk. Hopefully I can get myself out of this rut very soon. I don’t know when I’ll be updating again, but it should be in a few days that I get my internet and stuff “officially” back. How annoying.
My birthday is in less than two weeks now. The 17th!!!!! I’m very excited. I hope my life turns around before then and I can enjoy the day. I don’t know what I’m going to do exactly because it’s a school day. But that weekend is National Portfolio Day for all the art colleges I might want to go to, so I’ll be busy, busy. That could be a good thing, or it could be a hard thing. Not sure which yet. Anyways, I’ve compiled a wish list that you could look at here if you feel like spoiling the heck out of me. <3333
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