Recently whilst staring about my room in utter boredom I began to daydream about how many times I’ve changed the look of my bedroom over the years. When I was younger it was all about toys, fun, forts, etc. You get the idea, then I began to think about my future. Living on my own, in an apartment and what that might look like. I thought, would it even be worth it to decorate it elaborately when I’ll probably want to change it completely in a month or year? So I’m wondering about my identity. I’ve found it incredibly difficult to work on finding mine. But then, I’m not sure, is it something you find or discover? Or is it something that develops from all your life experiences and such… Right now, I can’t say I really know who I am or what I’m really capable of. It’s scary to think that in not so many months I’ll be faced with real life. I’ll have to make myself into someone and work hard to succeed at whatever I’m doing. What is identity really? Where can I find one? Are they expensive? How long do they last? Is it a durable thing? What happens if I lose it? Man, my sleeping pills stopped working and I haven’t been able to sleep for several days. This is not much fun. I wrote a very interesting article on Knife and Loud about “The Most Common Mistaken Beliefs in Modern Society“. It’s a decent read, I’m really just trying to decide where I want to go with a lot of things. …This is a somewhat random, meaningless blog post. I’ll let you get on to something more important now. 
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Danny
