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*ahem* I have a quick public service announcement. Please read here. DAMN STRAIGHT.

I recently came clean to my mom about what I do on the web and was at first surprised with her understanding. Now, she’s changed her mind and decided that what I’m doing with my website is completely unhealthy and dangerous. It’s upsetting not to have the understanding from your own flesh and blood, but I get it. There’s just a bunch of negative rumors and stereotypes floating around that most people accept as truth. My mother didn’t grow up with the internet and it strikes a very terrifying chord with her. Understandable. I just wish that after explaining how what I do is not exploitative, slutty, or negative that she’d really hear me. It’s tough. But there’s not much I can do about it. Anyways, read that amazing manifesto and spread the word. It’s perfectly written. I’ve always been a huge supporter of positive porn and self-exploration through my website. I’ve learned so much from my members site in such a short amount of time and I love being able to be-friend those who read my blog.

Also, this article on Burlesque is a very good read. For this whole television dealie my friend David decided to call me a ’stripper’. And that word rang very badly with me. I became physically and emotionally upset and uncomfortable. But I wasn’t quite sure how to respond to the situation. Stripper has a very bad connotation I think, and I don’t consider myself one at all. I never take off more than I want to. I like to use creativity and imagination. I don’t need to get completely nude to feel that I have fully interested those viewing. And I think to tease is much more sexy than just taking everything off. But then again, I’m definitely no burlesque dancer (or any kind of dancer at all). I just think the definition behind the world more closely relates to my views on what I do. So please, don’t call me a stripper, I love what I do because it’s a creative outlet for me. Not some lewd money making way to scheme men out of their money.

Anyways, I’ve been battling to balance work and family right now, but I’ve also managed to completely neglect my friends. Man, this is difficult. I’m a terrible representation of a Libra. Sorry friends! You’re on my to-do list! (Haha, just kidding, I love you all!) Also, I need someone to buy me all of Eon McKai’s movies. I love the guys and gals he uses for them, they’re both equally sexy. James Deen is the most gorgeous man on the planet of porn. *gush* Anyways, all I’ve got is ‘Girls Lie’ and ‘Neu Wave Hookers’. Both were amazing but I’m hungry for more of his porn. I’ve searched for ‘Art School Sluts’ in the local porn shop to no avail. He just came out with a new film, ‘Doll Underground’ and it looks to have an interesting aesthetic. Weeeee, I want! There’s my completely selfish request of the day. Arty porn rules! Especially when it has good music and tattooed boys.